08.09.2005 - 6:51 p.m.

I seem to have forgotten how to sleep.

Or at least, the theory is still there. I know you are supposed to wait until it's dark. Then you brush your teeth, get undressed, and crawl over the large obstacle that is your significant other.

There is another step after that. Something about relaxing, or emptying out one's mind, something other than staring at the ceiling fan or wall texture or blinky computer light.

This is the part where I keep getting stuck.

But today, today was a nice day, because it was all grey and rainy and comfortable. Went barefoot to the campus store for munchies, got drenched, pretended I was perfectly happy and well-adjusted. Played in the puddles.

Loved the whole world.

-stonebridge

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